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10:45 PM

HBO number 6. Singapore Chinese Girls School. GOLD.

woah, i was kind of expecting two more words at the back to complete it. but oh wells, we have to admit that it wasn't the best we ever played. especially the dum dum dumdumdum dumdumdumdum part, which was screwed. Alanna and some of the others heard it, but miss goh and miss tay didn't. or were they just comforting me? hmms. but at least we know that we have put in our 150, if not 200, percent into this SYF and we shall cease all mourning after today. everybody said we were good, but why didn't the judges think so, why?!?! anyways, gold was the highest for this SYF and was only acheived by SCGS, RGS, and MGS. the rest got silver. no one got bronze or honours. stupid judges.

went for dinner to "celebrate" at ngee ann's Crystal Jade Kitchen and then ate mochi and then went to delifrance for a drink. gosh i feel so FAT now. I WANT TO GO TO HONG KONG WITH SC HANDBELLS. why miss lau don't let us go? I WANT TO PERFORM FOR ANNIVERSARY DINNER. why the othere don't want? I WANT TO GO FOR THE ASIAN HANDBELLS FEST THING! why cannot? i'll really miss handbells a lot when i leave.

saddddddddd. now that SYF is over, i have to stand down soon and concentrate on my studies. i really love handbells a lot because it's something i can really enjoy. why can't i live in never land and don't ever grow up? then i can continue ringing bells for the rest of my life. it's a depressing thought, to leave handbells (and no kelyn, not due to you. jk). somehow, i shall go back and visit as often as i can.

kays, got to go sleep now. byes.

ps. good job, everyone :D

30-04-2009

11:15 PM

SYF IS TOMORROW. Jolie, get well very very very soon okays? We'll pray for your super duper speedy recovery. Priscilla also must take care of yourself ah, later you sick then rock will sound so wierd XD Supposed to be sleeping like almost one hour ago, but I NEED TO DO GEOG because it's like due tomorrow. bleahs XD dum dum dumdumdum dumdumdumdum. it's tomorrow people, jiayou.

so pissed with the evil mo. hope she doesn't anger me again tomorrow if not i scared it affect my playing. i mean for furioso the fast part it should be okay since it's energy packed but the slow part cannot be angry, if not the sound will be very harsh and will not sound nice. stupid mo, stay away from me.

will blog again tomorrow about results. once again, jolie must get well very very soon, and priscilla must feel well, and everyone must jiayou okay! it's the last few hours already, just give it your all. we can do it!

29-04-2009

8:33 PM

SYF in 9 days. band got gold, choir got gold, we handbells shall get GOLD WITH HONOURS. we must work harder, and strive for the platinum. "Je pense, donc je suis" -- "I think, therefore I am". we can do it people, just believe we can :D dum dum dumdumdum dumdumdumdum. i'll get it right. i believe i can. i must. even though there are many unpleasant and unfortunate things around us, we must not be affected by them and play our best. it's the last lap already, just give it your all. we must do ourselves proud, do the choir proud, do the school proud and last but not least, do our seniors proud.

lots of homework once again. how i wish i could return to when i was in sec 2. it was the funnest year ever. this year, many people are feeling the competition. the atmosphere in class is forever tense, well except for geog and lit where we still can joke a little. life is sad.

21-04-2009

11:48 PM

let's talk this over
it's not like we're dead
was it something i did
was it something you said

...

all our memories so close to me
just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending

it's nice to know that you were there
thanks for acting like you cared
and making me feel like i was the only one

it's nice to know we had it all
thanks for watching as i fall
and letting me know we were done

why'd you have to go abd make things so complicated
i see the way you're actin' like somebody else
gets me frustrated
life's like this you
you fall and you crawl and you break

seriously. humans are complicated creatures. you never know when a person close to you may turn around and stab you. you never know. that's the way uh huh uh huh i don't like it uh huh uh huh. gosh i feel so song-ish today. maybe because just now was playing american idol at my cous's house. dum dum dumdumdum dumdumdumdum.

finished ss. so proud of myself. i think i'm allergic to amath. i feel sick looking at the ws. i need a lollipop! so scary. i'm like the only one left awake in the entire house although my parents will probably wake at the slightest sound but fine. i need my sleep!

damn it stop playing with my feelings.

19-04-2009

8:45 PM

hahahs. msn explains 2 of my recent dreams, failing tests and being chased. i shall paste it below.

You find yourself back in the classroom, or you've failed a test.
This dream indicates that there is a challenge in your life and you fear failing. It also can mean that you may feel that you have regressed in some way and are not up to the task currently at hand. You may also feel judged or tested by an authority figure or someone who is in charge of you in some way.

Being chased.
Being chased in a dream indicates that you may be feeling you have a lot of responsibilities that you are having a hard time keeping up with. This dream is often known as a "stress dream," indicating that its presence is a sign to try to relax and slow down.

quite a cool perspective, ain't it. go check it out: http://astrocenter.astrology.msn.com/msn/ArticleAstrologyHomeV2.aspx?sd=20090414&GT1=21001 it's kind of interesting. maybe you may find something that applies to you too :D

anyways, doing SS now because idk how to do geog. miss goh says look around me but all i see are textbooks and more work. gosh i pulled a muscle kicking the blanket off me yesterday o.O

12 days to SYF. so exciting. we must all go celebrate after that kays, because we'll come back with gold with honours. we must.

18-04-2009

8:53 PM

OMG oral today was so freaking screwed. what kind of a bloody name is abboud?! anyways, stumbled many many times during the reading component, couldn't think of what to say during the picture description and talked a whole load of crap and had to be promted about 5 times, and convo was the worst. sentosa was supposedly a pleasant memory of my childhood and the SG education system totally rocks. the minute i started till the minute i ended nothing went smoothly. elaine lim even had to tell me to speak louder. gosh. D:

tried to be normal in school today and kind of did. during PE, we were supposed to run minimum 6 rounds but i kind of had to drop out after 3 rounds because of my stupid ankle which became totally numb. so shi bai luh. anyways, after that we had SS then emath test. oh gosh that was horrible. then chem was pretty screwed. when mrs choo told me i passed she looked happy and i thought i did well but turned out i only got like 20/35. wow. fantastic.

thanks jolie for telling me that i'm not stupid. it's real comforting. i think you and miss goh are the only people who think that way now.

17-04-2009

9:07 PM

life is one damn thing after the other.

how true that statement is. today, we received our CA1 results for ALL SUBJECTS. this is what i 'achieved': 58.0% for el, 39.1% for hcl, 67.4% for amath, 78.3% for emath, 48.0% for bio, 66.0% for chem, 36.5% for ch, and 51.2% for geog. want to guess my L1R5? 25. woah. like that i cannot even go jc luh, not that i think i can. i am such an epic failure D:D:D:

hahahs. talking to sarah now. apparently she thinks i'm damn free one luh. actually, i am. heehees. supposed to be doing work now but nevermind. she's like reciting the places that swensens had set up branches in. LOLs. standard deviation. kkays fine i'm being random, see luh mrs long influenced me too much. tortured childhood. connect the dots. muahahahahs. sarah you're funnaye :D:D it's a compliment.

oral tomorrow!!

16-04-2009

9:27 PM

standing down in approximately 1 and a half months from now. sad D:D:D:D: thanks to jolie, simone, michelle ong, kelyn, and jessica and many others for making my time in handbells such an enjoyable one and constantly cheering me up. and not forgetting the seniors, felly and peiwen. thanks so much people. i'll miss you guys loads when i leave. i think you'll miss me too right XD

CA1 is so screwed. 39 for chinese is seriously a record, not to mention CH which will be much worse. i mean my SS has improved this year but lit is still pulling my results down. 51.2 for geog like wth. NOT A SINGLE A1. boohoo D: juniors if you're reading this DON'T EVER EVER TRY TO BREAK THE RECORD. it's not something to be proud of.

finally, many thanks to the many people who have stood by me even in bad times. you'll never be forgotten. even though i may sometimes feel pressurised next to you, but i know that you really care and i appreciate that. i learnt that despite the bad things in life, many good things can happen too if you are willing to acknowledge it.

14-04-2009

9:08 PM

today's my special day, my sweet 16! anyways, went for sports day in the morning till 12, then eugenie, josie, peiwen, shirley, yiann and i went to PS for pastamania. we wanted to watch either the knowing or the unborn but ended up not watching because got no seats. so we went to jco and slack and take photos. after that, i went back to PS to meet jolie and cheryl wong for dinner at cafe cartel. gosh they made me do 16 dares and some were so freaking embarrasing luh. but i have to admit, this is probably my most memorable birthday ever.

dare no. 1: iced tea with soup
dare no. 2: soup with lemon
dare no. 3: kiss the green mutated bunny
dare no. 4: pepsi with soup
dare no. 5: 7-up with soup
dare no. 6: cosalow (sp?) with water
dare no. 7: tartar sauce with water
dare no. 8: fish dipped in water contaminated by 6 and 7
dare no. 9: take a vid (which is on facebook)
dare no. 10: take a photo with the guy at cafe cartel
dare no. 11: jump and wave and say i love sweet talk
dare no. 12: take a pic with the male toilet thing
dare no. 13: take a pic on the kiddy ride
dare no. 14: take a pic with a random guy
dare no. 15: same as 14
dare no. 16: same as 15

and that concludes my day. once again, thanks to jolie, cheryl wong, shirley, josie, peiwen, eugenie, and yiann for making my sweet 16 such a memorable one. and thanks to everybody else for the well wishes.

09-04-2009

9:14 PM

tomorrow's the day! well, to start of, it's not a really pleasant sweet sixteen eve. mainly because of the geog test we got back today. i got 8/25 luh. what kind of mark is that loh, i thought it only surfaced in chinese and bio. and to think i prepared 2 weeks for it and attempted to pon bio remedial to study the day before. speaking of bio, there's no more bio remedial! woohoo. rejoice people!

you bitch.
can you stop hogging ____ to yourself.
we have all been treating you as a friend and you?
you're treating us like substitutes,
to entertain yourself when your friends are not around.
and if people don't want to go out with you, then don't force them too.
and can you stop trying to attract attention.
are you that desperate for guys?!
then why come to a girls school in the first place?
go dieeeee. i think i'll like you better then.

despite the irritating people in life, there are many nice people around too. thanks yiann for standing up for me today (: Jolie, sorry for painting the wrong letter the wrong colour. sorraye D:D: good luck for your OM tomorrow. must do your best kays.

08-04-2009

8:54 PM

you toooot.
what's your problem manns.
my birthday is not till 2 freaking days away and you have given me my present.
helloooo. if i'm not home then pass me another time luh, why pass to the guard?
you think you so cool huh.
when something goes wrong, instead of trying to forget it why don't you just face it?
damn you. and stop calling and sms-ing me.
it's irritating. please, you're like i don't know, 4 years older and a whole lot shorter can.
please go see yourself in the mirror before approaching me.
you skin damn thick can, people dislike you then stop irritating them luh.
loser. go reflect on yourself can.
i don't know what to do already luh.
you can just go dieeeee.

okay, enough of venting le. so pissed today, don't know why leh. kk full geog people better do your work ah, if not you die too.

07-04-2009

8:19 PM

nearly got knocked down by a car twice on the way home today. that's number 6 and 7 of the year. first time was when i was walking with jolie and a taxi suddenly came out and rudely interupted my pleasant walk. the second time was when crossing the pedestrian crossing and this stupid car never follow the rules. when i drive, i'll make sure i don't endanger the lives of the walking people.

have to finish geog and study bio by tomorrow but i don't feel like doing bio. oh wait, still got amath graphs thing and emath statistics. sianxz. i love geog, but not the homework. i think miss goh was super pissed with me today because of the dum dum dumdumdum dumdumdumdum part. she was super scary luh. jolie said i shouldn't smile and look down and i should look at her. i shall take your advice and do that next time, although i wouldn't want a next time. it was a terrifying experience.

you freaking bitch.
why are you wasting the taxpayers' money?
one day late only what, what difference can one day make?!
oh and please don't keep using ____ to threaten me can.
it's irritating.
oh wait, why am i even pleading you?
okay, you know what,i think i'll do much better if you were out of the way and _____ taught me.
you're such a lousy _______.
even _____ is a much better _______ than you luh.
i really really HATE youuu.
just get out of my life.
oh and if you think i'm going to give up ____ to do the ____, dream on.

07-04-2009

9:06 PM

curse that stupid machine for swallowing my money. walked home with Jolie today and went to try out the machine full of toys. it took my money and nothing happened. so irritating right? i'm never ever going to use these machines no more manns. anyways, today was kind of crap, especially with bio in the first period. everything else turned out wrong after that.

you loser.
just because you're the _____ doesn't make you any more superior than me kays.
don't place yourself above all the rest of us because you're NOT.
AND your studies are not exactly awesome kays, i just asked you for convenience sake.
did you know that without you, we'll all be much happier?
why did you have to go and upset everyone?!
ohs and please S-T-O-P trying to fit in, will you.
it doesn't work. just stick to your counterparts.
you know what, you shouldn't even be part of the ____ luh.
you're not like ______ who has leadership qualities. you have nothing.
you really suck as a _____ and i hate youuuu.
i'm sure many others do too.

now i finally know why they always say that people change. she was so nice and friendly when i first met her, but now she's become so full of herself it becomes irritating.

and youuuuu!
don't just stand there and smile like you're some lunatic.
deep down inside, i know you'll kill me if it weren't illegal.
don't worry, the feeling's neutral.
guess what. i'm going to get my A1 with or without your help.
no wait, do you even offer help?
sure, you do remedials but all we ever do is eat and slack.
is that what remedial is to you?!
anyways, the sight of you alone makes me lose all interest in ___.
make sure you don't appear on sports day or my sweet 16 will be totally ruined.
you should just resign before she sacks you cause that's embarrassing.
totally, just go lie down and die manns.

whoa. i would never have expected myself so pissed at people. normally i just close my eye to this sort of things but will you people stop testing my limits?!

Jolie, i totally emphatise with you. life sucks.

06-04-2009

10:27 PM

hellos. had my 16th birthday party with my extended family at my house. actually, it was a combined party with me being 16 and my cousin being 6. we had nasi lemak from some caterer and iced lemon tea for dinner. then we started playing monopoly and stuff and taking pictures (some of them are on facebook). I received 3 red packets, 1 esprit voucher worth $60, 1 jacket without sleeves thing, 2 shirts, 1 pencil case, and 2 books. Oh no! esther is still holding on to my grade 6 mark sheet and cert. i shall get it back from her soon...some day.

i've decided. jolie, we shall go out for dinner on my b'dae after your OM. oh wait. we decided that yesterday right? hahahs. sorry old people tend to have dementia one XD good luck for the bio test tomorrow and OM on thursday and whatever tests or stuff you have in between. i feel old. see luh, kelyn and michelle ong and jessicca and simone, all your fault. keep on calling me old people then now i feel damn old luh. jk.

oh no i lost my timetable. riight i found it on the floor next to me. hehehs XD eew. tomorrow got double english. ewwwwwwww! tomorrow got bio. first period somemore. weh got mosquito bite on my F-A-C-E. bleah. so itchy. and then got one huge spot on my face. maybe i should put a bolt plaster over it to cover it. bolt is the second love. yays(: tomorrow got lecture and chem. woohoo!

4 more days.

05-04-2009

9:55 PM

went to sungei buloh today. shirley was super sad that miss goh didn't go. hahahs. i didn't really care. i was just super happy because mohan wasn't there. yays(: took lots and lots of pictures with jolie and shirley. they're on facebook because blogger's picture upload things is not working. so sad. anyways, it was kind of fun despite being too warm and i kind of enjoyed myself :D

so sad jolie has OM on thursday after sports day so we can't go out but we shall meet for dinner anyways if my mum allows right jolie? hahahs. awww...i just realised that there aren't enough photos taken with jolie today. so sad. we must go chiong more photos one day kk, jolie? yup, as you can guess, i shall dedicate the rest of this post to jolie, as requested. see i so nice.

jolie is my dearest junior. she is a wonderful person to be with and is a great listener. she's really really f-u-n and makes me h-a-p-p-y when i am feeling down. although she may have her own problems and stuff, she never stops me from complaining to her and listens nonetheless. in conclusion, she makes the world a better place to be in and i love her (don't worry i'm 100% woman).

kk gtg now. be happy, jolie!

04-04-2009

9:30 PM

band got GOLD for their SYF yesterday. congrats :D next is drama, i think. good luck guys, you can do it. of course, handbells will get our gold with double honours ((: jiayou! we can do it, you know we can. okay fine i'm being ego now. seriously, i have no idea what i'm talking about. this is what too much work and too little time does to you. well, together with too little sleep, so treasure your beauty sleep.

i hate reading graphs. so tiring, and then we have this whole GEOG ws on interpreting the stupid graph. so sad D:D: sianxz..so much work to complete. oh no oh no. thank goodness next geog lesson is wed so the other 2 qns don't need to do YET. then need to file emath file, which is so screwed, and do emath assignments, and do amath assignments, and do chinese zuo wen, and do english essay, and do bio workbook (oops it's in school, and do lit hw (i know we have some, but i forgot what). and then tuesday got SBQ test and wednesday got bio test and thursday is the best day ever!

Miss Goh seems so happy to be able to scold me. yesterday i realised i borrowed my ws to cindy and didn't take it back so i sms-ed her and told her that i couldn't do it, then she was like "oh oh. you will get a good scolding!" hear the happiness? gosh. you know, some people never get scolded by teachers for some reason. like ____ never hand in a lot of amath hw and mrs lim didn't scold her. then i never hand in ONE ws only and she hound me like shit. then ____ sleeps in class and never gets scolded, well except the stupid scolding machine. and there are many many more examples i can name.

need to do geog!! bleah.

I want to go back to hgs! jolie, let's go back soon.

03-04-2009

8:10 PM

had SYF rehearsal at the republic poly today. so cool luh the auditorium. you know why? because it echoes-o-o-o-o...hahahs :D so fun, not like our KA absorb all the nice sound. i finally played the 1st part of rock correctly even though i didn't realise, and i think everyone did well on a whole. good job people, but i'm sure we can do better. we must get gold with "double honours", if there's such a thing. jiayou!

i want my new ez-link card! didn't receive it because of the rehearsal. so sad, but nevermind. i love handbells. OMG watching some channel 8 show. so dumb luh. got complain then got improvement. riiiight. i want to complain! heehee. oh we received our GM food project today...guess what...i got 22/25! woohoo! i love geog, just as much as i love handbells. 22/25 lehs! so happy. i'm h-a-p-p-y ((:

have to finish geog hw and study chem and do amath and emath shit.

7 days left...i love echoes-o-o-o-o...

02-04-2009

7:57 PM

Happy april fool's day! hahahs. stayed back in school to study today. was supposed to study chem but i ended up doing geog and shirley ss. we went to the chinese room with permission from mr tee and stayed there for like damn long. then we went to the staff room to hand in shirley's ss test paper and asked miss goh to open the door for us and had to wait 'a while' before she came. working definitions, a while:20 minutes. anyways, then shirley talked to miss goh for damn long before we finally left. LOLs.

so exciting, we're going to RP tomorrow for SYF rehearsal and i get to skip chinese and chem. woohoo for skipping chinese and boo for skipping chem. yessssssss! hahahs. i get to do my zuo wen at home because i'm missing chinese. heehee. so i spent today's chinese lesson slacking instead of writing. LOLs. actually, i was kind of doing my geog. anyways, watched michelle ong and simone's performance for talentime today. i stood there laughing my head off. muahahahaha. i feel so evil. hehehs XD

ahhhs. need to finish mountains of geog homework by tomorrow and i left my geog file in school. rats. go on, read between the lines. haha. shun jing thought of that luhs. so lame. oh want to hear a lame joke? why don't i do my work. because nu de bu zuo gong! hahahahs. get it? gong=male in chinese OR work. kind of like a pun i suppose. but is it the same gong? hmmms. lmao. 1..2..3..impetus! haaaahs that word never fails to amuse me.

there's a huge wasp nest thingy outside my classroom. so scary...

fear is spelt: False; Expectations; Appearing; Real.

01-04-2009