yay amath was awesome :D amath is awesome :D amath will always be awesome :D
I LOVE AMATH A LOT A LOT A LOT <3
30-10-2009
7:56 PM
DIEEEEEEEE D: math paper 2 was so EASY but i screwed it up. stupid la. the question mrs long go through before why didn't i know how to do?! damn it. like that lose SIX marks already la. so horrible. tmr amath better do well manns. sigh... anyways, i told mrs long she was like "deborah what happen to you ah? you're supposed to be a good student leh, why like that?" then i felt so bad because mrs long had such high hopes on me and i feel like i've let her down D: why am i always such a FAILURE?
anyways, miss goh told me to tell the remedial people about lesson next tuesday so i did. i shall type out the replies. qianyi's was the most normal one so i shan't type hers. Cindy was like "wtf is wrong with that old woman." Sarah was like "No :@" Nicole was like "Huh? Are you serious deborah?" idk. maybe to some the lessons might be useless, but at least miss goh's trying... not like some people. hurmph. actually i don't really wish the see the SOME PEOPLE. heheh XD FINE. I'll STUDY BIO. if not lyn will murder me D:
28-10-2009
9:21 PM
today was emath paper one. IT WAS HORRIBLE D: i tell mrs long she was like nevermind 1 mark only nevermind 2 marks only. but here lose 1 mark there lose 2 marks in the end maybe lose 80 marks then how. anyways, mugging for paper 2 now... damn scared. I WANT MY A1. if math and amath cannot get A1 i don't know what i'm going to do. because it would mean that the rest FAIL. sucks larh.
27-10-2009
8:30 PM
today the agony started. i kind of screwed english, especially since i think i wrote too small D: like i write and write then the faster i write the smaller the words became. sigh. nonetheless, my goals shall not change. so here they are:
english-A2 (at least) higher chinese-B3 (cos someone told me if i aim for C6 i might fail) chinese-B3 (cos i already have it) amath-A1 (or i'll kill myself) emath-A1 (or mrs long will kill me for me) bio-B3 (same reason as chinese) chem-A1 (or i'll feel like i let mrs choo down) geog-A1 (or i'll feel guilty towards ms goh) combined humanities-A1 (because i want it.)
kk so 5 papers down... 14 more to go. jia you, everyone!
26-10-2009
10:22 PM
O levels begin in 5 days... damn scared D: the first week determines my life luh. english and math, if i screw it up no point doing anymore studying. so.......i shall work ultra hard for the papers and hope that i'll do well. somehow, i'm still not in the studying mode yet. why? i also don't know. i mean, i do study. but i just can't sit down long hours to study like other people lorh. so my studying speed is kind of slow D: sigh. jia you everyone, WE CAN MAKE IT, if we just BELIEVE :D (haha. i love arashi)
to the juniors, if you did well for EOYs, good job. if not, don't despair and work harder next year. i'll always be there to support you :D
21-10-2009
10:43 PM
today, Ms Goh, as in my conductor Ms Goh, asked me a question which really motivated me to study harder and strive to achieve the best i can. basically, she asked about my preparations for the O's and i told her i think i'll fail and she was like "Deborah, what have you learnt from your 4 years in handbells? DO YOU GO FOR SYF SAYING YOU'LL GET BRONZE?" the capitalised part was the most important part (duh). well, the answer is pretty obvious: NO. so, i shall start working REALLY REALLY hard and I SHALL PASS MY O'S WITH FLYING COLOURS :D so, things to do:
1. WRITE SO MUCH FASTER. 2. WRITE FASTER.
see? speed is a BIG HUMONGOUS MONSTEROUS problem. how to solve it, i have no idea. but i DO know that i CAN and i WILL solve it before O's start. I CAN and i MUST write faster. grrrr....
15-10-2009
1:14 AM
i can't believe it, yet another day has come and gone. today we are one day nearer to our dreaded exams. i came into SC thinking: oh no what if i become a loner D: but now i realise that i have forged so many valuable friendships which i never want to lose. Eugenie, Shirley, Josie, Peiwen, Jolie, Michelle Ong, Simone, Kelyn, Jessicca, Qianyi, Sarahh, Nadia, Anna, Cassandra (Partners Unite!), Felly, Pei Wen etc. are all friends i'll always treasure. we started out as strangers and slowly forged a friendship i never want to destroy. goodbyes are always hard, they say. i don't know where i'm going after O's but no matter what, we must always keep in touch okay? i guess it's because of these friendships that i slowly began to see SC as a second home, somewhere where i can create many awesome memories with people i'll never forget. although there may be times when i face PEOPLE i cannot stand but i shall just sit them and carry on with life no matter how annoyed with them.
why do i sound so emo today? it sounds like i'm saying my last words (touch wood). to tell the truth, although SOME TEACHERS may be annoying ALL THE TIME, most of them like Miss Pang, Mrs Kho, lao shi, Mrs Choo, Mrs Long, Mrs Lim, Miss Goh, Mrs Hee, Ms Hu, Ms Lau etc. are REALLY REALLY NICE. to tell the truth, i think many of them have impacted my life significantly. i'll give examples: Miss Goh was the one who made me leave spaces between my words and if i ever finish any paper it'll be because of her too, Ms Hu allowed me to develop an interest in lit, Mrs Long and Mrs Lim made me strive for perfection in both maths, Mrs Hee...made me write bigger, lao shi made me develop an interest in chinese when i was in SEC 2, and Mrs Choo will get me my A1 for chem :D i'll really miss them when i leave SC D:
Jolie: hello. exams over very free ah, can watch drama till late late at night. i jealous leh, but anyways, after my o's end must go out tgt and chiong pics kk. then can ask hilary low come be ATM machine too :D oh and must ask felly and peiwen out and ms ang and mrs ong too, though we must give ms ang a time half an hour early XD then can watch movie and go arcade and SLEEPOVER! haha. love you, Dhoby the awesomest <3
15-10-2009
11:33 PM
it's amazing how fast time flies. it seems like just yesterday that i went back to HGS to collect my PSLE results and in less than 2 weeks time i'll be sitting for my O's. I can still vividly picture myself waiting there in the school hall at HGS feeling really really nervous. and i still remember mrs ong trying to calm me down, and the happiness i felt when i saw my awesome grade. i really miss those days when i could be more carefree and don't have to care about whether countries develop or not
you know, i used to think teachers were super humans who were there to help us mortals attain the supernatural status and always aspired to be one. but now, seeing how stressed miss pang, miss hu, mrs hee, miss goh, mrs choo, mrs long (so stressed she fell sick) etc are, i would think twice. although singapore may have a high economic growth of 8-10% except during financial crisis's and have a SOL comparable to that of many DCs, we certainly have a whole load of stressed people, the 2 main groups being students and teachers. oh no, i realised a bump on my head. am i dying? i hope so, but at the same time i do not want to. i cannot leave jolie, eugenie, shirley and many other people behind D:
someone really REALLY irritated me today. i shan't elaborate further but most of you would know who it is, maybe not why. please, how many people that can really irritate me exist?
13-10-2009
9:01 PM
hello everyone. it's been a super long time since i last blogged. oh well, o's are around the corner and i'm not even a single bit prepared D: how. studying plate tect now. for next week, my schedule's packed: monday got geog mock, math mock. tuesday got geog mock. wednesday got geog mock. thursday got geog mock and amath mock and tuition. study leave is just plain retarded but fine. i don't think i'll study if they let me stay home anyways XD after o's got a lot of things to do.
1. get a prom outfit 2. go out with eugenie, shirley, josie, peiwen 3. go out with jolie, felly, peiwen 4. go out with michelle, kelyn, simone, jess 5. go out with qianyi 6. continue piano lessons 7. learn guitar 8. catch up on dramas! 9. find a reasonable job 10. save up for PSP etc...
see? now, i need to study damn hard for o's. must get A1s for english and both maths :D must get at least C6 for HCL D: how D:
