I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold, it's making me insane
I've been waitin' here so long
Another moment seems to've come
I see the dark clouds comin' up again

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I'll think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

question: evaluate the happiness of my life [8 marks]
answer: why blogger don't let me change the colour and font of the words D: i don't like this font D: my head hurts D: i need to study lit and geog D: my prelims are screwed D: i got to leave study camp at 6pm today :D in conclusion, my life is happy to a limited extent... weh D:

anyways, monday was english paper one and two. kind of okay, i guess, since i actually FINISHED the papers :D tuesday was geog paper one and bio paper two. horrible. i gave up bio to study geog but couldn't finish geog and screwed bio D: wednesday was chem paper two and emath paper one. retarded. relied on chem to pull up my L1R5 but kind of screwed it up. emath was TOUGH D: thursday was chinese. no comments. today was ss. screwed + loser + horrible + demoralising. i studied so freaking hard but left out section A and did only half of section B. bleah D: again, prelims are screwed to a large extent. next week is lit, geog paper two, emath paper two, amath paper one, amath paper two, chem paper one and bio paper one. no point studying luh, seriously, since i'm already failing anyways. OMG yesterday i dreamt that after the prelim papers were returned, i had to stay in school until 10pm everyday to see EVERY teacher for one hour including the evil mole. scary. no wonder i'm so tired today D:

can't wait for 10th august. going out with the juniors to kbox/mind cafe :D

study geog, sleep, study lit, study geog, sleep, study lit, study geog... oh no i don't know what to do leh. so tired. but geog is tuesday. and lit is monday. why. wei shen me. WHYYYYYYYY. oh eugenie and i went to lie in the middle of the courtyard today but got chased out by the guard D:why's he so selfish. the courtyard is public property so everyone can have access to it. so we should be allowed to lie there. thank goodness miss goh left before we lied there. if not she sure scold one lorh. she'll be like "you ah" then blah blah blah. lols. she's so funny lah. and then today cindy annabell and me were with her in the library and annabell was like miss goh why you never print tables for us this year. i need tables to study. then miss goh pointed at the tables in the library and said there here so many tables what and laughed to herself. hahahs. then we tell her lame joke she REFUSE to laugh. damnit.

kk, GO STUDY LUH DEBORAH.

31-07-2009

went for with sarah at PS today. ate at sakae teppanyaki. stupid cindy and miss goh never come with us. mmm.. aren't you jealous you didn't get to see the food saltating? hahahs. today jolie said she forgot about saltation then sarah and i went to ask miss goh. miss goh was like okay i tell you defination you demo. then she was like okay so now you can saltate back to the study camp. lols. so retarded. anyways, wanted to go see the juniors at KA today but then miss goh and miss tay looked so angry so i left. woohoo i have candy! not from candy empire, though.

okayy, i tell you what hw i have. most of it is overdue XD
1. geog worksheets
2. 5 emath paper ones and twos
3. chem ws which is like idk where
4. english paper one mock which i missed
5. amath distinction test 2 which is in school
6. a few lit unseens to plan

see? so busy. aiyo. tsk tsk. hahahs.

14-07-2009

sorry for mia-ing for such a long time. lost my bio spa file on saturday, realised it yesterday, and got killed for losing it today D: i so cannot stand the _____. can you? if not, welcome to the anti _____ club. woohoo. she like never scold people then feel so uneasy luh. today no one else to scold then she come and scream at me for no reason. then i tired she go and scold me for stoning. then after lesson she was like "you need to see me on a personal level. i want you to ask me questions." i was like thinking wth. i'll bet she's like jealous of you-know-who because i always ask that person questions. she's like gong bao si chou -ing. anyways, i'm not going to care about her le.

oei aunty.
what's wrong with you manns.
it's just a worksheet luh.
i don't lend you so what?
i offered to print for you, didn't i?
anyways, why should you let this friendship go down the drain because of this.
that is, if you even consider this as a friendship.
to me, i think you're taking it as a companionship.
i mean, like sometimes when you feel good you are nice.
but when things don't go well for you you vent your frustrations on us.
if you think i'm being mean to blog about you,
don't you think you're being meaner by subjecting all of us to your mood swings
it's like you're so unpredictable.
is our friendship so breakable it gives way under stress?
you're the most childish yet mature person i've met.
go reflect on yourself.
i will too.

some people are just getting cranky these days. haiz. this is a sad sad world. is this what growing old mean? then i'd rather not grow old. does exams make this world a cold place to be in? sigh. let me tell you this, exams are not everything.

13-07-2009

deborah!
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