open house was yesterday. it was like my 2nd last public performance in schandbells. damn sad. anyways, i was like the earliest sec 4 to reach school to help set up and then we orders hashbrowns from mcdelivery. lols. our first performance was kind of okay but the second was screwed. then lunch was a gross burger so we ordered nuggets and fries from macs again. they earned like over 40 bucks from us luhs. photos and videos on facebook:
the videos were kind of retarded but yeahs. it's very very very laughable. laugh until my stomach pain. lols. especially the NGs. there's more. still uploading. open house was really funn :D
anyways, after open house we went to 7-eleven and then me and kelyn bought 2 mr men and little miss capsules. i got little miss sunshine, mr small, mr greedy, and mr nosey. so cute right. hahahs. kelyn got 2 little miss chatterbox (really suits her luhs) and somthing else which i cannot remember. oh the news just said that susan boyle didn't win the britain's got talent thing. i thought she would. oh wells.
damn. chinese mock tmr. WHY???
31-05-2009
10:24 PM
yesterday was sec four farewell. we all went to east coast park and played games and ate chips and pizza. despite the influenza A/H1N1 virus, we shared the drinks. lols. anyways, special thanks to Jolie and Jia Jia and Priscilla and Alanna and Cheryl Lim and Michelle Ong and Kelyn Lee and Jessica and Simone Wang for making it a success. I really enjoyed myself :D and thanks to ms lau for giving us the opportunity to have this farewell. I'll really miss you guys, but i promise i WILL come back and visit regularly.
open house is tomorrow! stupid printer died on me and the bloody printer is like NOT WORKING. omg. thanks to hannah and wan chia for offering your printers. i feel so guilty. i offered to print but in the end my printer spoiled. i need a new one. sorry...then make you all have to come at 8.30 too D: nvm. i shall buy macs for you all as a reward :D remember to bring ah, if not all the efforts will go to waste.
to the choir : heys. thanks for being such awesome juniors. i really appreciate all your help and support, especially during the SYF period. continue to strive hard for handbells and do the school proud. looking forward to presentation night where my very last performance will take place. i'm going to miss you guys a lot a lot a lot D:D: miss me too kays XD
to Jolie: congradulations on becoming the chair. thanks for all the hard work you've put in to organise the farewell. it was awesome (for some reason i seem to have an obsession with that word). i know it was not easy to coordinate everything so thank you for everything. i think if there's anyone i'm going to miss when i'm gone it's you. but i shall be back (with food!)
to michelle ong and kelyn and jessica and simone: thanks for never failing to cheer me up when i'm like depressed. even though you all always so mean to me (heehee) i shall be nice and still forgive you because i'm so mature. jk. we need to go makan lots and lots. i want to go chomp chomp. never go before...let's go out one day! i'll miss you people loads too.
i don't want to leave handbells!
29-05-2009
8:28 PM
handover was today...and...chair is JOLIE (woohoo), vice chair is JIA JIA, secretary is PRISCILLA, treasurer is MICHELLE ONG, quarter mistresses are JESSICA and DENISE, and sec one rep is KELYN (so wierd o.O). congradulations. i knew you could do it :D keep your love for handbells and us it to lead the choir to greater heights. i believe you can do it. just try your best, and nobody can fault you. someone once told me, the results don't matter as long as you know you have tried your best. keep it up (:
gosh. i'm sleepy and having a fever and feel like i'm dying. still got 2 evaluative essays to do for geog luhs. today is the day of breaking records. i was the first handbeller in history to have complaints from teachers (well A TEACHER to be sure). fine, i was exxagerating. only broke one record today. there's another one i won long long ago. smallest handwriting.
you idiot. how many times must you destroy my plans. must you always appear to spoil my mood? you made me break a record, and not a very good one to break either. can't you ever see that i'm angry or sad or happy or whatever. but who cares? no one. why doesn't anyone ever understand how i feel. no one cares. I STILL HATE YOU.
are you like trying to get me into trouble or something?! i told the class long ago about the homework deadlines. then now you didn't know my fault meh? i told the class already what. just that you were not listening. stop giving people that innocent look. it makes me nauseous. just go away will you.
26-05-2009
10:06 PM
farewell in 3 days. wehs D: i really don't want to leave handbells, ever. i guess that's the problem, loving something too much you don't ever want to let it go. why must it always happen, that when i love something it must be taken away from me, just like the chinese saying : tian xia mei you bu (something) de yan xi. hehehsXD i kind of forgot the word at the something part. oops.
chem spa 3 was today. it was actually kind of easy, even though i didn't exactly know what to expect. like for bio we all knew that it would definately be something to do with potted plant and _____ but for chem we had totally no idea so i just studied EVERY SINGLE THING. lols so retarded. anyways, so yeah. i just went in feeling kind of nervous and got it over and done with. FINALLY. stupid pratiwi sprained her butt at subway luh. loser.
eh wednesday common recess my class selling shirts ah. must come and buy or else...jk. i'm like half asleep already luhs. wth still got so much work luhs. we seem to perpetually have lots of geog homework can. omg i'm going to diee soon luhs. why is life so complicated. people are fighting for marks, positions, money etc. why can't we all just be friends and help each other along? life would be much much easier that way.
there are seriously some people in _____ i cannot stand. if i were mrs hee i would sit on them. gosh. stupid people. "oh no i only got 100%" "oh no i cannot reach the stars!" "oh no why didn't i get 200%" aish. be contented with your marks can. like other people FAILED luhs.
handover tmr. just relax. i have faith in you (:
25-05-2009
8:26 PM
yo loser. yeah you. who else is as irritating as you. you think you're such a great _______ is it? as if your _________ will actually help luhs. especially since all we ever do there is slack. seriously. and sec four farewell is like super important to me luhs it's the last time this year i can really have funn with the juniors what right do you have to make me like 2 hours late for it. your ________ is one hour and it takes like one hour to go east coast. you ask me to cab there. but are you paying for it? no. if i ever get an A1 for _______ it's not thanks to you. ms ___ will get you. I HATE YOU.
and you too. you _______ so what. smarter than me so what. doesn't mean you can look down on us right. don't be so cocky can. and don't think that acting cute will get you anywhere. that annoying face of yours isn't any good. stop staring at me with those eyes when you don't do your work. i'm not going to wait for you to finish it. i'll just let ____ ___ scold you and i'll make sure she does. go back to _____. stop disrupting my life. andd if youu have NO interest in _________ then just quit. i bet you're in it for the ______. if your attitude remains the same, you won't get it. you fool.
went to suntec today for some national young women leaders' day thing. it was quite enjoyable, i guess. but i didn't really have fun because SOME people made me really irritated earlier on. sulked the entire day. thanks to cindy and qianyi for listening to me complain and making me feel better. you guys rock. and sorry shirley. we waited for you for like one hour and my mum was rushing me home so i had to go D: treat you another day.
oh this morning we were supposed to have chem in room 100 before going suntec. but the room wasn't unlocked so mrs choo had to run all over the place to get the key. in the end she still couldn't find it. lols. so we had lesson in the amphitheatre. so funn. received the test on electrolysis and pollution. only got 13/35 D:D: so sadd. i shall work even harder. i will. i must.
oh gosh, my day is totally going wrong luhs. i lost 50 bucks. OMG. i put it in my pocket and couldn't find it. wehs. then i spent so much time doing the speech last night and forgot to bring it todayy. and then i charged my camera and forgot to bring it today. sadded D: why life so mean to me.
at least i have open house to look forward to next saturday. my last performance ever, must come support me kays.
22-05-2009
8:21 PM
result of study camp : i'm tired and hungry and just reached home and surviving on SMINTS. wehs. to be frank, it's actually kind of productive luhs but only for a while. if we could eat inside it would definately be better. oh no, i don't know if i should go for prom lehs D: i should, i should not, i should, i should not... see how lorhs. so tired. why got so much work? miss goh so evil luhs, give homework one after another. oh wells, hope it helps.
bio spa 3 today. suprisingly i could do it even though i didn't really study much for it :D in fact, the thing they tested was the only thing i knew in that entire chapter. lols. awesome. that's my new pet word, because i'm awesome and you know it. jk. kk got to go do geog le. update more on friday.
20-05-2009
10:06 PM
OMG guess what. today during study camp shirley and sarah were playing with my silly putty (a GREEN one) and then for some wierd reason shirley went to put it in her hair. i think she siao le. anyways, then she couldn't remove it. she tried to use a comb to get it out but failed. erica came over to help and then the comb broke! hahahahahahahahahs. so shirley decided to go to the toilet and walked there with 2 things sticking out of her head. damn smart luh she.
17 may 2009 at 3.15am i received a sms from kwok and i shall quote it : "OMG diku! I just did the dumbest thing! I set my finger on fire! Thank goodness it wasn't my whole hand if not i wouldn't have put out the fire in time to save it." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS. EPIC PHAIL. so evil, but it's really funnaye :D I miss handbells loads D:
wehs. today didn't have handbells and i felt so empty, like my life has lost it's meaning. okay fine i'm exxagerating but you get what i mean luh. shit bio spa 3 tmr and i haven't studied. oops. hehehs XD JOLIE I WANT TO GO OUT!! let's go out for dinner after sec four farewell kays, then ask mich ong along too. we drag her go parkway with us :D
I feel so evil today. I AM BAD. I AM EVIL. I AM MOJO JOJO. muahahaha. sec 4 life sucks. doing some stupid CE thing now and it's super irritating. we're like suppose to present on some school improvement thing but i doubt it will ever come true loh. so dumb. why??? oh manns tmr lessons are like emath, amath, bio, assembly, geog and CE. damn sad luhs, until the geog part :D:D then after that still go study camp D:D:
SMILE ALWAYS :D
19-05-2009
9:29 PM
14 days left to my very last performance...open house! anyways, updates!
Friday: went for choir concert with eugenie. well done yiann. the performance was awesome. makes people wonder why you guys didn't get the gold with honours. just like us. if you heard us you would be wondering too :D okay fine i'm being ego. lols.
today, bought files for lit, ss and chinese. so many files to file. bleahs XD miss goh moved the geog homework deadline forward by one day because of some thing at suntec we're having on friday. oh manns, that means must do everything by thursday D: anyways, shirley created a quiz on fb and asked me to do it so i did. i got 60% she was so shocked i got so high. hahahs :D i know you too well luh kwok.
just realised how much i miss hgs and people there like ms ang and mrs ong. jolie must go back with me kays. looking forward to after o's. jolie and cheryl wong and kwok must come to my house play wii and tennis kays. then we should go watch movies and eat and shop and do lots of funnn stuff. oh manns, i'm so going to miss handbells when i'm gone. don't worry, i'll try to be back every month and if got concert must make sure i play in it ah!
OMG now malaysia got H1N1 virus. MOH say it'll spread to singapore too, just a matter of time. oh no, we're all going to dieeee. maybe they'll postpone o's or make us do it online or something. oh no. i hope the H1N1 thing doesn't worsen, later school close and got curfew imposed then we all DIE.
haiz...got to go now. update more another time.
16-05-2009
11:08 PM
today was my...4th last practice with the handbells choir. we didn't exactly touch the bells except for while setting up. miss goh spent most of the practice talking to us about SYF. and then she talked about where we will go from here. there's open house on the 30th (my very last performance...), the juniors have lots more: some asian syposium thing, national day, HONG KONG!!! miss goh is right, we should start an alumni, a strong one. miss goh, i will miss you too, and the juniors (jolie, mich ong, jess, kelyn, simone, MAYBE alanna, priscilla, jia, cheryl lim) too. I'M GOING TO MISS ALL OF YOU, INCLUDING MISS LAU AND MISS TAY LOADDDDS. don't miss me too kays. hahahs :D
listening to some song that pui introduced. it's like a medley of love story and viva la vida. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zkQqXO_OFYY damn cool luh. yeahs, now my life revolves arounf music, especially handbells. without handbells, my life feels kind of empty. lols. apparently miss lau knows me as the girl who skips handbells for random reasons. ehhhh i never loh. only for genuine reasons kays, but nevermind. oh someone was so irritating today. what's with her luhs, so eager to leave handbells for what. if you didn't love handbells join for what. go away.
okays, post dedications:
Jolie - i'm going to miss you loaddddds after i stand down. no more macs/kfc after practice anymore D: but don't worry, i shall visit like super duper often and bring food. must work hard okay, make everyone proud of you. and must look after your health ah, after this month you fall sick i don't think i can bring hw for you anymore because of study camp. i would if it were possible, though. looking forward to the Wii!!!!
juniors(mich ong, kelyn, jess, wang) - love you guys too, must miss me kays. lols. jk. after i leave then cannot go makan anymore. we must go 7-eleven lots after my o's kk? and more parties and more shopping and movies! will miss you people a lot a lot a lot <33
kays, i kind of forgot what else i wanted to say, so i shall stop here for now. i don't want to leave handbells!
12-05-2009
7:55 PM
argh, can't change the font so i'll have to stick to this loser font D: yay can le! my last day of freedom...anyways, had tuition this morning and then went to meet shirley and eugenie at the market below my house. went back home with them and we did work. so hardworking :D went to meet josie and peiwen for lunch at din tai fung!!! went to pui's house for majhong and taiti. then went for bbtea and went home. bought tuna spread and ritz biscuts for tmr lunch (: aiyo shirley so naughty, today is the 3rd week anniversary she hasn't handed up geog work. tsk tsk. filly fallah! lols.
OMG i feel so freaking insulted. on friday at orchard MRT this stupid woman came up to me and asked me if i speak english -.-" wth. if not i speak tamil meh. actually, i could. seriously filly fallah luhs. gosh. i told yiann and jolie and miss goh and all of them replied me with ha ha ha. yiann and jolie say maybe i look japanese. hahahs. i shall go find gaara. no more communication barriers. shirley wants to print out the whale rider so as "not to dirty her book". heehee.
oh gosh. so freaky. mrs long called my house phone just now to remind me to file my emath file. hahahs. from tomorrow onwards, detention for sec fours will be one day in study camp. so shirley and i are like paying almost $200 to do detention! let's all wake up to go to school at 3am! lols.
ridiculous reasons (alliteration!) to get expelled from school: eating outside designated areas, low/no socks, glittery/wrong coloured hair accessories, short skirt, low/no belt, no badge, visible undergarments, outlandish hairstyle (shaving head bald to suport cancer society = booked 365 times per annum), not fully white shoes, fringe covering eyebrows, "hairy pits"(!!!!!), earings, fingernails, wrong uniform, untucked t-shirt etc.
11-05-2009
10:11 PM
how much longer before i can remove this mask that keeps my unhappiness inside? so many things has happened recently and i just can't show it explicitly for fear of troubling others. the chinese say huo bu dan xing. cheem eh. but it does have some elements of truth. as soon as a problem is solved, another surfaces. why am i forever stuck in the middle. i really don't want to lose either of my friends but i can't keep this up forever.
oh no. emath file due tomorrow. oops. actually, it was due like monday but yeah. hehehs XD the past year papers also due tmr. gosh. plus geog wb which is one week overdue, and amath file and ss stuff. i want to go back for prac tomorrow, but no one want to go with me! believe it or not, i'm already beginning to miss handbells like a lot a lot. i really miss the rushing around and working harder and harder towards SYF.
why do i find it so difficult to let things go? it makes my life miserable, but i just cannot forget stuff, and these things realy make my heart really heavy. i'm afraid i will collapse under the weight of the load one day. it's getting too much for me to carry alone. but who can i confide in? someone reliable and willing to listen is really rare these days. sighs.
Jolie: get well soon kays. then we can go makan together!
06-05-2009
8:28 PM
My Doctor Phil Personality Test Result
The Loyal Friend: Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expects the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.
