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10:29 PM

this is a post dedication.
to the retardedest, irritatingest person in the universe.
SERIOUSLY, GET A LIFE.
no one mugs all day like youuu.
please luh it's like our last performance alr.
can't you just put in a little more effort into it?!
andd. you don't really need remedial
don't think we're stupid.
WE WERE SO NOT BORN YTD.
can't you just be more commited?!
like it wouldn't hurt to just miss ONE remedial right.
stupid teachers pet wannabe.
then come to __ and pretend that nothing happened.
so _______ and i wasted our saliva screaming at you?
face it.
NOBODY LIKES YOU, EVERYBODY HATES YOU.
and don't look at _______ and _______ like you're innocent.
because you're not.
studies alone won't get you far.
i've been trying to tell you that for ages but you wouldn't listen.
i hope you get like 25 points for your O levles and i get 6.
I HATE YOU.
no, wait, that's an understatement.
there's no way i can describe my hatred towards youuuuuuuu.
get this straight.
IF NOT FOR THE SAKE OF _________ I WOULDN'T EVEN SAY HI TO YOU MANNS.
ANDD _____ KNOWS OF YOUR CHOOSING ________ OVER PRACTICE.
SO DO THE _______.
O LEVELS IS NOT EVERYTHING. GO REFLECT ON YOURSELF.

gosh. some people just don't know when to stop, do they D:

sec threes taking block test tmr : jia you :D:D you can do it!

30-06-2009

9:28 PM

watched transformers:revenge of the fallen at century square today. i thought it was awesome. i really felt like crying when sam was like "dead" because it felt like all the good people had died D: then when he woke up again i was so happy. lols. i think this is like the very first movie that gave me the feeling of crying. other movies right, i'll just laugh my head off during the dying scenes luhs. and people like shirley kwok should totally learn to appreciate shows like that. even the effects were great. it's a movie you MUST watch at all costs. i think the robots from decepticon were UGLY but the autobots looked positively cool manns. i find that in movies, the bad guys tend to be the ugliest people in the show and the heroes are just hot. is that a possible reason why ugly people are despised in our society? hmms, worth giving it a thought...

school starts tmr. that is just plain horrible D: haiz. why holidays pass by so quickly...

i still think transformers is awesome :D

28-06-2009

10:47 PM

omg why got people so irritating like youu.
i've been away from civilisation for so long and then i come back use computer a while you nag like there's no tmr.
and then i was going to get a high score and you had to stop me.
like wth luhs. i'm human too kays.
i can't work all day luhs. need to rest one lorhs.
and then you always say what i don't understand why you do things
but did you ever try to understand me? no.
and then you say don't caompare with ______
but obviously you're comparing me to other people.
everytime say "oh other people study from 8am to midnight"
like wth. if they want to be robot is their problem. but i'm not going to be one.
and then everytime treat ______ so nicely
and treat me like i'm nobody.
then say you're doing your job as a ______.
please luh. mothers are not supposed to be biased luhs.everybody knows that.
and then you everytime say i very nice to other people not nice to you
so what if that's the case?! it's normal
obviously i'll be nice to those who are nice to me. DUH.
okayy, i got nothing to say to you le.

haiz...my life seriously sucks luhs. if i knew sec four would be so full of misery i would not have wanted to take o's. i'm really so sick of all these le. i'm so going to give up soon luhs, like seriously. studying is such a PAIN. after o's if i'm still alive i shall burn the books.

anyways, just came back from church camp in mersing this afternoon. i really enjoyed myself there, probably because she had no chance to nag at me to do work. i did work with carol during the free time. why doesn't she ever realise that the more she nags the more i won't study?! on the second day we went to some organic rice plantation thing and i felt really happy during that time. she went back to fetch ______ so i was alone with the rest of the church people and i just felt really free to do whatever i wanted. like if she was there i wouldn't be able to talk to people so unrestrictedly. although she is my ______, there are many things i don't feel comfortable telling her. like i'll rather tell jolie or shirley or miss goh or somebody who i know would understand how i feel. oh on the was back from mersing i saw many proton cars. hahahs. for some reason, i really truly felt joyful during the camp, where i could leave all my worries behind :D

why can't i find someone who can truly understand me and stand with me through thick and thin? why is it that my life must suck so much? many people think i'm a happy person but fact is I"M NOT. if you ask me, i think my life sucks. everyone around me is like wearing a mask and trying to rise above other people. somehow, i think i'm not normal. i feel that no matter what rank one is, the most important thing is still sincerity. haiz, update more tmr. going k-boxing with aunty sau wan :D

22-06-2009

10:33 PM

today was the first day of holiday study camp. actually, i don't feel much of a holiday. not 'holi' enough. first 2 weeks got lessons then third week got study camp D: anyways, last friday, eugenie and i ponned amath and bio and went to united square for prata. after that, we went to popular and i got myself a wordsearch book and some lab mice puzzles thing. so cool luhs. then went to city hall to wait for shirley and we went to esplanade library!! omg then on the way back to the mrt station after lunching/dinnering at pizza hut i was like "eh let's call shirley aunty shirley from now on." then shirley was like "I AM AUNTY WHAT!!" hahahs.

omg i love OGURI SHUN <3>

okay, going to sleep le. update another time.

15-06-2009

8:19 PM

was one hour late for school today. hehehs XD got scolded by mrs lim because i missed amath lesson AGAIN. oops. arrived just in time for geog. anyways, went to parkway for lunch at swensons with jolie and michelle :D then we went to jolie's house to "study". never thought michelle would be more scared of cookie than i was. hahahs. anyways, took lots of pictures and videos which are already and will be on facebook respectively. michelle + me + bar top dancing = skillz. probably going to cineleisure to "stalk" jolie with michelle tomorrow, so funn. more photos ♥

10-06-2009

10:12 PM

I have often dreamed

of a far off place

where a hero's welcome

would be waiting for me

where the crowds will cheer

when they see my face

and a voice keeps saying

this is where I'm meant to be

I wil find my way

I will go the distance

I'll be there someday

if I can be strong

I know every mile

will be worth my while

I will go 'most anywhere

to find where I belong

that song totally describes how i feel. my ______ is forever sucking up to them and it's really nauseating to see how they treat HER better. if I want to go hang out, there will be strings attached. with her, it's a totally different case. they'll even go to the extent of planning an outing for her and her friends. anything SHE does is right and everything I do is WRONG. what kind of justice is that? when i'm nice, you say i have a hidden agenda. if she's nice, you say she's an angel and therefore you have every right to treat her better. you ask me to try and understand how you feel, but do YOU ever try to understand how i feel? you say i have no right to be upset about anything, but what right do you have? you mean i can't even let my feelings show when you're around? what kind of logic is that? i'm a human too okayy, i have feelings. it's because of people like youu that many people out there wear masks to hide their inner self. i use com to talk to my long-time-no-see-friend you nag and take away my power supply. she watch dramas for hours and nothing is said or done. hello? am i not your _____ too?

so retarded. my current mood : nostalgic, tired, and super duper PISSED. went for band concert today, made me miss handbells a lot a lot a lot D: anddddddd, i really need to vent manns. so irritating. it's amazing how some people can be so irritating luhs.

stupid thing, oh wait i didn't realise you were a person =.="

you think taking away my _____ will force me to sleep early?

IT WON'T.

gosh, are you like trying to make me run away or something.

I WILL. SOON.

well, the only thing stopping me now is $.

WATCH IT. YOU'LL LIVE TO REGRET IT.

everytime use _____ to threaten me.

I BET YOU'RE JEALOUS.

of what? that i treat her better than i treat youu.

WELL YOU'RE NOT VERY NICE TO ME EITHER.

everytime say you very nice to me and all

IT'S A LIE. A BIG ONE.

the one who really treats me well is _______.

FACE IT. IT'S TRUE. DON'T DENY IT.

it's amazing how irritating one can be huh.

can't the two of you just _____ __?!

it's so awkward for _______ and I when you meet.

i'm getting so sick of it luhe.

don't you know how difficult it is to be in the middle?

why don't you try it.

i tell you, it's awful.

it's you guys who don't like each other, not me

so don't drag me into the picture can

my life totally sucks luh, don't you agree?

08-06-2009

8:46 PM

dum dum. doors are closing. di di di di di di di.

dum dum dum dum. please do not leave your belongings unattended. if you see any suspicious person or article, please inform our staff or call 999. dum dum dum dum.

dum dum dum dum. please do not eat or drink in the stations and trains. thank you for keeping the trains clean for the comfort of all passengers. dum dum dum dum.

lols. went to meet jolie and michelle ong at cafe cartel at J8 after school today to study. yay. see i so guai :D anyways, yeahs we ended up slacking in the end. BUT at least i finished my chem homework. hahahs. why the circle line at paya lebar so long still not open yet. then can get home faster D: heehee. if there's anything i learnt today, it's the things they say in the MRT. hahahahahs. so funn. i still remember the echo-o-o-o-o-o-o-o from last last month when we went to rehearse at the awesome SYF venue and discovered the echo.

yay i have a cute little plant hanging from my phone, so does shirley and josie. i love my plant :D i wanted to buy one, but three was cheaper so i bought three. gosh. i can't believe i wasted so much money ): anyways, ss test today was screwed. bleah XD

04-06-2009