lols. today we received the last of our prelim results. woohoo. i received... one A1 (amath <3), one B3, three C5s, one D7, and two F9s. L1R5 is 26. haha. today i made simone and michelle guess my prelim result. simone wang guess up to 25 and gave up. kk i going to sleep le :D

25-08-2009

today was english o level oral. it was...kind of screwed D: the passage was...rushed and i only realised when i was left with only 1 paragraph. then it made me start panicking and i forgot what i wanted to say for picture so i had to just do it on the spot. then convo was just horrible. bleah. anyways, not much i can do about it now so i shall try to forget about it. did geog and amath in study camp today. once again, we stole shirley's shoe and hid it and even mrs gan was laughing at shirley. lols. haiz...kk i shall sleep early tonight :D

20-08-2009

wth manns. can't people understand that i'm failing geog only because i cannot finish the paper and not because i suck at it? why do people still come and tell me "deborah why are you studying geography again? you study so hard you still fail then why don't you focus on other subjects?" so what, i fail a subject i must stop studying it totally?! hello, if i fail all the more i must study harder right. what kind of shit is this. so i fail bio so i don't study it? then i might as well don't study at all. seriously manns, some people think too much into things and can't understand simple things like speed during exams or lack thereof. WHYYYYYYYY?!

sometimes, i feel like i need someone to talk to but i don't seem to be able to. i mean, i can talk to jolie because i trust her enough but she already has problems of her own so i think it isn't good to bombard her with mine too. then i don't quite understand some of my friends anymore. like they're so inconsistent luh, one moment they're playing and then next they're muggers. it's so unpredictable and i don't like it. i can't confide to the teachers because they're teachers and i'm a student. i can't talk to myself either or else i'll look dumb and retarded. so you see, i don't really have anyone to talk to when i need someone D: ain't my life sadd.

anyways, today was a perfectly horrible day D: i was late for school and it was double chem and when i stepped into class mrs choo was like "good morning. you're very early today." wth manns. so sarcarstic. and she told prefect to book me but i told jephine that i already told the general office and she was like okay and then some person must come and book me. so extra manns. waste paper luh, not like they'll count that booking. then geog we did sketch map and i couldn't really draw so i took kind of a long time and miss goh scolded me :( then chinese was slack as usual. and bio was horrible because i didn't exactly do my homework and amath was the best lesson of the day. then i was damn tired during study camp and wasted a whole afternoon. see what i mean? D:

some people in class are just so irritating like ____-_____ and ________ and ____ and some others. i won't say too much about how irritating they are but ya. the first 2 are just so irritating i can't stand even speaking their names. (qian yi, you know the first one right and cindy knows the second.) lols. kk. i shall go do work now.

14-08-2009

had lunch with the juniors today againnn :D then when i went up to study camp, i saw natalie sitting outside eating her apple so i sat and chatted with her for a while (see i'm so nice) and guess who we saw. Ms Goh!! so she kind of talked about prelims and encouraged us to work harder. she's so nice and so motivating. she was like O levels are like SYF. well, i can't agree less (: i really love handbells a lot a lot <3 okayy what kind of english is that but nevermind. ms goh wants us to report our prelim results to her so i was like "it would be so embaressing!" she was like "no one else needs to know what." lols. she's so niceeee not like ahem ahem (the evil mo) who is so freaking evil and demoralising and makes people not want to study. maggie mee also, so irriating. arghhhhhh. ms goh should just jolly well join the school and be the principal. the school would be a much better place then.

priscilla khong li mei got 45/50 for geog block test. damn unfair can. last year i totally flunked it luhs. i bet miss goh lay hoon close eyes and mark one lorh D: shirley damn funny larh. today she was trying to kick a paper ball and she kicks and slips and falls. lols. then later in the staff room she was like saying that mr razak looks like a ghost into his face and miss goh was like how can you be so disrespectful and shirley was like "but it's a term of endearment" and miss goh was like "he's a teacher, don't need to endear him." haha. life after prelims is worse than ever D: teachers are like "deborah you need to work harder." and "deborah you need to work faster" and "deborah you need to work more" and stuff like that. anddd the stupid maggie mee expects us to study from morning to night non-stop luhs. wth she think we robot or what :/

13-08-2009

today was the first time i had so much fun in a VERY LONG TIME. had celebrations for national day in school which was pertty boring until ... the juniors showed up. simone and i went to buy apple juice then the school song started so i got scolded by miss goh. so unlucky D: then the picnic was so funnnnn. we took retarded videos <3 "put the cookies under your armpit..." lols. wah miss goh everything blame me one lorhs. i was sitting down talking to priscilla and she walked over.

miss goh: you're joining my class ah.
me: no, i came to talk to priscilla
priscilla: ya, she's my senior
me: ya, she's my junior
miss goh: no wonder she's getting naughtier. who's influence?
me: i wonder. who ah?

hahahs. anyways. then after the picnic jolie and i went to tampines mall for lunch and arcade. hahahs. i owned the para para machine (: anyways photos on facebook.

07-08-2009

Jolie is awesome :D
reason 1: because she says she is.
reason 2: because she likes m&ms <3
reason 3: because she is in handbells :D:D:D
reason 4: because she likes amath (:
reason 5: because she's not a ponner.
reason 6: because she does not hate green <33
reason 7: because she says she is beautiful.
reason 8: because she is from HGS (:
reason 9: because she is my junior.
reason 10: because this post is dedicated to her.

06-08-2009

bleah still cannot change colour and font D: i give up manns. hahahs. i like fan wei qi's shi fei ti. damn nice luhs. woohoo going out with simone and kelyn and jessica on monday. michelle can't go. saddddd D:D: got no clown and nobody to think of crazy videos to take. oh manns, i love the piano and the guitar and the drums and the bells <33 stupid hilary low got fever then can go home. LUCKY! i wonder why the doctor never give her 7-day MC like cassandra. i bet cassandra purposely one loh. i can't wait for monday :D:D:D:D:D

damn today was a vulgar day. i rushed the geog exam to write as fast as possible and i also made like don't know how many mistakes luh. i bet i'll get like 0 marks for paper 2 luh because even i cannot read my own writing anymore luh. then i developed finger muscles! lols. but i couldn't write after that because it wasn't really muscles. it was some layers of hard skin. so i had to put plaster over it. thursday still got study camp luhs. damn sad can. WHYYYYYY?!

kk blog more on thurs.

04-08-2009

stupid blogger, don't let me change my font colour and type againn D: my com damn screwed D: facebook isn't loading properly either D: 6 prelim papers left to go D: going movie-ing and kbox-ing on 10 august :D see, once again my life is miserable to a large extent D: all miss goh's fault. human geog damn irritating luhs D: development refers to the improvements in standard of living and quality of life of people. why would i want to know that for?! makes no sense right? damn lame luh. and then tourism is the activities of tourists and the industry that caters to their needs. like wth luh. i'm not going to be some hotel operator or something in the future right. i'm going to be an awesome psychologist :D why? because i say i will. i think therefore i am. okayy totally inappropriate here but that's beside the point.

you know, sometimes i feel like the world would be a better place without me. without me, miss goh/ mrs feng rong/ mrs mohan/ mrs choo/ miss hu/ mrs hee etc would have one less failure in the class to pull their msg down. without me, the people around me would have one person less to worry about. without me, my family would probably lead a happier life. without me, the average writing speed of people around the world would increase. without me, less money can be spent. without me, everyone around me would have one less worry. without me, there would be one less person in the list of stupid people. without me, my piano teacher would have one less person who failed the grade six exam. why do i seem to be the root of all trouble? D:D:

last night, i had a nightmare. i dreamt that i failed all my prelim papers and i had to stay in school until 10pm everyday so as to see every teacher for one hour a day, and they had this massive fight over who gets the earlier slot and decided that i was the root of their problems and chased after me, trying to kill me. NOOOOO!

kk i shall go study geog now so my dream doesn't become a reality.

03-08-2009

omg this poem is super cool.

Lost Generation by Jonathan Reed
I am part of a lost generation
and I refuse to believe that
I can change the world
I realize this may be a shock but
“Happiness comes from within.”
is a lie, and
“Money will make me happy.”
So in 30 years I will tell my children
they are not the most important thing in my life
My employer will know thatI have my priorities straight because
work
is more important than
family
I tell you this
Once upon a time
Families stayed together
but this will not be true in my era
This is a quick fix society
Experts tell me
30 years from now, I will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce
I do not concede that
I will live in a country of my own making
In the future
Environmental destruction will be the norm
No longer can it be said that
My peers and I care about this earth
It will be evident that
My generation is apathetic and lethargic
It is foolish to presume that
There is hope.

and all this will actually come true unless you REVERSE it. sad ain't it? now read the poem from bottom to top and it says the reverse. hahahs. mugging geog despite headache and fatigue. D:

01-08-2009

deborah!
SChandbeller:D
SAguitarist:D
prefectionist - aries