10:12 PM
I have often dreamed
of a far off place
where a hero's welcome
would be waiting for me
where the crowds will cheer
when they see my face
and a voice keeps saying
this is where I'm meant to be
I wil find my way
I will go the distance
I'll be there someday
if I can be strong
I know every mile
will be worth my while
I will go 'most anywhere
to find where I belong
that song totally describes how i feel. my ______ is forever sucking up to them and it's really nauseating to see how they treat HER better. if I want to go hang out, there will be strings attached. with her, it's a totally different case. they'll even go to the extent of planning an outing for her and her friends. anything SHE does is right and everything I do is WRONG. what kind of justice is that? when i'm nice, you say i have a hidden agenda. if she's nice, you say she's an angel and therefore you have every right to treat her better. you ask me to try and understand how you feel, but do YOU ever try to understand how i feel? you say i have no right to be upset about anything, but what right do you have? you mean i can't even let my feelings show when you're around? what kind of logic is that? i'm a human too okayy, i have feelings. it's because of people like youu that many people out there wear masks to hide their inner self. i use com to talk to my long-time-no-see-friend you nag and take away my power supply. she watch dramas for hours and nothing is said or done. hello? am i not your _____ too?
so retarded. my current mood : nostalgic, tired, and super duper PISSED. went for band concert today, made me miss handbells a lot a lot a lot D: anddddddd, i really need to vent manns. so irritating. it's amazing how some people can be so irritating luhs.
stupid thing, oh wait i didn't realise you were a person =.="
you think taking away my _____ will force me to sleep early?
IT WON'T.
gosh, are you like trying to make me run away or something.
I WILL. SOON.
well, the only thing stopping me now is $.
WATCH IT. YOU'LL LIVE TO REGRET IT.
everytime use _____ to threaten me.
I BET YOU'RE JEALOUS.
of what? that i treat her better than i treat youu.
WELL YOU'RE NOT VERY NICE TO ME EITHER.
everytime say you very nice to me and all
IT'S A LIE. A BIG ONE.
the one who really treats me well is _______.
FACE IT. IT'S TRUE. DON'T DENY IT.
it's amazing how irritating one can be huh.
can't the two of you just _____ __?!
it's so awkward for _______ and I when you meet.
i'm getting so sick of it luhe.
don't you know how difficult it is to be in the middle?
why don't you try it.
i tell you, it's awful.
it's you guys who don't like each other, not me
so don't drag me into the picture can
my life totally sucks luh, don't you agree?
08-06-2009
