today, Ms Goh, as in my conductor Ms Goh, asked me a question which really motivated me to study harder and strive to achieve the best i can. basically, she asked about my preparations for the O's and i told her i think i'll fail and she was like "Deborah, what have you learnt from your 4 years in handbells? DO YOU GO FOR SYF SAYING YOU'LL GET BRONZE?" the capitalised part was the most important part (duh). well, the answer is pretty obvious: NO. so, i shall start working REALLY REALLY hard and I SHALL PASS MY O'S WITH FLYING COLOURS :D so, things to do:
1. WRITE SO MUCH FASTER. 2. WRITE FASTER.
see? speed is a BIG HUMONGOUS MONSTEROUS problem. how to solve it, i have no idea. but i DO know that i CAN and i WILL solve it before O's start. I CAN and i MUST write faster. grrrr....